hahaha i'm bak,.... okok hmmmm lets see.... my std help me solve me n my dad relationship by using my phone 2 reply him a thx dad love u. okok so she actually saytat it is btr 4 the both of us 2 hav gd terms.... i told her everythin wil repeat. now gd ltr is bad again. i tired of tis cycle. jus wan it remain gd. she say wouldnt. wel now here it is.... me n my dad quarrel.... been a few days ting happen n i'm jus controllin nt 2 spam here or jus fuck out all my fustration here. bt i guess it's helpless.... okok first of all, my dad..... my dad say wan by the skates 4 me since oct. wel i havent been spending their money 4 quite some time, n my skate cost 169.... den they promise they by me on the following month. ok so i w8ed. the next month he 4gotten, he bought a fucking camera 4 my sis. which it, itself can by 2 of my skates.... wat i do? i smiled.... den they promise me next month. the next month came, sis go rebonding. 4get abt my skates.... say expenses tight. next month. den now tis month november ending le, they say christmas giv me my skates. ok fine.... i endure. den guess wat? few days bak, wei xiong jio me go genting. dad say ok. den we discussed he say ask me pay half.... ok here's the funny thing. i had nt been spending their money. my sis hav. now they wan me pay half? ok ** mayb i grow up n i should understand** fine.... since christmas coming n cny coming ok lor i pay half... although i si bei nt happy.... i feel so 'low class' in their eyes, lik nt important or so.... nvm i jus accept wif a smile. ltr dad jiu sayur skate can use? if can dun by. dun waste tat money. i hear tat i already wan blow. okok fine lie 2 me.... fuck sia!!!! feel so cheated.... nvm i lik orh okok try control my anger.... my tone.... kip cool. go slp..... den ltr my mum came bak, ask me go drink soup. guess wat? the moment i started drinkin she lik as if hurry finish her food n so den all run. n i hav 2 clear the food, wash the dishes n throw the rubbish... they al? go work at my uncle place... ok i slping they use food 2 cal me up den wan me do the shit job indirectly cuz my sis 2 precious 2 do.... ok... put it btr view, they need do work. if they wash or so, wil b late come bak.( bt actualli they go oni awhile gt enough time 2 wash de.) so ya i tried slpin bt i cnt...tis shit keep goin on n on in my brains... fair enough i guess.....duno feel how cheated wen he say the skates no nid 2 by le? nvm la.....
2day my sis suan me...she started say wat my nipple n stuff. she tink it is a joke, ok la fine la u find it funny i find it insultin leh. i train hard i also dun wan lik tat de mah.... i tried training den in ur tis fucking mind u jus tink it is funny. wen i say i wan slap u i mean it. u tak it as if i dun dare. i say say nia. n stil crack a joke abt it. n my dad, sideing my sis stil crack tat joke wif her.... ok fine since he so protective n treat me as a clown i thought, so be it la.... 4 wat i giv tis family any attention? cnt b bothered 2 tok 2 them. the next time my sis say tat, i figured out jus punch her or fucking slap her. dun giv a fuck abt gettin beaten up. if tat happens so b it. it jus builds my hatred n anger 2 tis few street face stranger. the funniest ting is my sis stil can say such insulting ting abt me, which she find it as a joke 2 my std. my std laugh, i dun blame her. i blow up my sis stil can say wat ai ya he say ppl can, ppl say him cnt. cb la if i say u until tat stand c u wan mah wan? fuck u la.

jus had a conver wif them regarding me work. more lik listening or forced too. i nid my next month money 2 complete my art work for the skates i did 4 my std. since now they going giv me 4 dollars a week i guess i wil work n nt eat bah... first say no nid waste money on skates, skates r out of the pic. den side my sis in critising me. den now cut my money, since they wan push me to some wher i cnt even fucking breathe.... since i been so nice, do those hse chorse act as a slave or so at home. pleasurise them.... n al they do was 2 push me 2 my limits. ok.... fine... they wan me wrk. i go wrk. i wrk le i get pay, i wil nt tak their fucking money. nt even dinner i wil eat at hme. i w8in 4 them 2 c tis blog.....

FIRST IS SKATE GONE, TRUST GONE. they duno how much i wait n wanted those fucking skates....

SECOND IS GETTING USED AT HOME 2 PLEASE MY TIS SIS N WHO EVER THEY WANT ME TO,FREEDOM GONE.

THIRD, INSULTING ME N STIL TAG ALONG WIF MY SIS. pride gone.

LASTLY MONEY CUT, HOPES N PLAN ALL GONE. i'm fucked up.

since all tis gone. i guess it's pointless in me being a gd son. ok fine. since my dad say i cn write something saying wat i wan them 2 do. i wil write leave me alone. 3 words..... enough le. i 2mrw go find job get a job. n i dun intend get their money anymore. shi hui i sry i cnt call u n i cant finish ur skate in time. cuz of all tis STREET FACED PPL! close yet distant.